Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:20 AM
it just never happen to meizzit coz i didnt pray hard abt itor im avoiding it with excusesor im just nt good enuf?hai~today is such a heavy dayfrm the start to the endi rmb 5dec09burden burdenDear love,i wish i can take away all ur pain and hurts.i wish i can cry for u instead.i wish i could be there to hug,cry with u,assure u that everything will be alright.but i couldnt.i could only hear ur pain and cries and it broke my heart that i could do anything.i wanted to tell to someone about it to share but i found no one.i almost shed a tear too.i couldnt smile.i couldnt feel happiness in the house of God.i felt i was doing things for the sake of it.a show.people kept asking if im ok.why i look so moody.i wish i could tell them but i couldnt at that point.during p&w i couldnt conc coz i kept thinking of you.wonder how u are right now.asking God what i can do nad just kept praying for u...bcuz now i seriously dont know what else to say to u or how else to console u.except to just keep u in prayers and make sure my phone is full batt so anytime u can call me up...so worried that i never ur voice up till now..i pray for God's extra divine protection and comfort and love and tolerance to be upon u.that in this valley u will emerge so strong my love.wanna hear ur happiness ur joy ur laughter ur cute cute voice.i oso wonder when will this be over.in my heart just assured that u will emerge.u will get outlovebeef<3
blythetansuee
