Thursday, December 10, 2009 / 7:39 AM
im currently obessessed with BLYTHE DOLLS!
shall post picssss another time but
awwwwwww they are just soooo gorgeous!
but too ex for me to collect lol
anws first day in ward
got little scolding><
urgh cant click with think 2ppl
URGGHH
hate it
feeling so inferior la
i so scared i wont do well :(
sobs
GGGGOODDDD
only u know how i feel
just feel like crying.....i wanna do well!
i wanna be a good nurse
time to work hard and dont be so blur luh
tired blythe:(
im waiting for u
but u seemed to disappear today:(
sobs
meow~but its time to let u go cause shes back:(lol
Monday, December 7, 2009 / 7:48 AM
Before I get into unwanted trouble I think I should begin to back away
I treasure this ship. Don't wanna spoil it:(
My fault to see u in my eyes:(
Haha
First day prcp
OMT super slackkkkk><
lectures aft lectures
And for the next two days !!
@!?&@$
Hahaha
I can't sleep
Waiting for u
Not
XP
Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:20 AM
it just never happen to meizzit coz i didnt pray hard abt itor im avoiding it with excusesor im just nt good enuf?hai~today is such a heavy dayfrm the start to the endi rmb 5dec09burden burdenDear love,i wish i can take away all ur pain and hurts.i wish i can cry for u instead.i wish i could be there to hug,cry with u,assure u that everything will be alright.but i couldnt.i could only hear ur pain and cries and it broke my heart that i could do anything.i wanted to tell to someone about it to share but i found no one.i almost shed a tear too.i couldnt smile.i couldnt feel happiness in the house of God.i felt i was doing things for the sake of it.a show.people kept asking if im ok.why i look so moody.i wish i could tell them but i couldnt at that point.during p&w i couldnt conc coz i kept thinking of you.wonder how u are right now.asking God what i can do nad just kept praying for u...bcuz now i seriously dont know what else to say to u or how else to console u.except to just keep u in prayers and make sure my phone is full batt so anytime u can call me up...so worried that i never ur voice up till now..i pray for God's extra divine protection and comfort and love and tolerance to be upon u.that in this valley u will emerge so strong my love.wanna hear ur happiness ur joy ur laughter ur cute cute voice.i oso wonder when will this be over.in my heart just assured that u will emerge.u will get outlovebeef<3
Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 11:42 PM
i dont understand this feelingdo u?such a weird feelingthat bothers mei fearprolly loving someone else is easier?:Di should stop saying i miss aaron hahahaseriouslyotherwise no one will take me seriouslythink no one isso i should start taking myself seriouslyplus im starting work3mths in orthopedics wardi dont know how im gg to survive but somehow i willnot by my strength!seems so impossible to me but im gg to overcome it!:Djust give my best:DDDDDDD<3
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 / 9:56 AM
i have no idea why i miss aaron quan and laopa soooo muchguess i really loveee them loadsfeel vvv comfortable with themreally like brosss:DD<3so tiredbut i miss them already thou i saw them few hrs ago hahahahaha<3