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Sunday, November 22, 2009 / 7:33 AM

JAMS church

JAMS church
first time preforming and bv-ing!:D
suuuuupppeerrr exciting man i tell u!
the atmosphere is different
the congregation is different

even as i stood on the stage with althea love
as we sang our taylor swift song
seeing how the kids enjoyed and singing along really just light up my heart
and put a smile on my face
u just enjoy doing what u are doing
and the kids just stir u up to give even more of what u are originally called to do

so amazing u know
i wonder why main church congregation aint this way?
even the kids in JAMS can praise and worship God so wholeheartedly and fervently
why cant we.sets me thinking abt us.being to conscious of ourselves?

cant wait to serve more and to sing more and serve more and love more
:D
hahahahahaha

anws gg to be gone for FIVE days to BKK! w chanel joey js and doll
:DDDDDDDD
dont flood my FB!
<3

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 8:26 AM

hahaha
some people just dont have to do anything
they will just somehow make my day
or make me feel like headache
eg: baby aaron
or maybe im just bias but i dont care

anws i ought to slp
but to many things gg through my mind
[as usual..im a female URGH]
thinking of the fact im on am shift and i have to travel to geylang polyclinic to work
and so far everyone says HSE attachment is super boring.omt.kill me now.

then im so !#$!#$*&&#@ regarding the discussion.just wanna settle and put aside.aiyo
hhahaha

den mummy just made me so scaredddd when i start working..entering into adulthood.im really really vvv afraid..suddenly i just know i cant be who i am right now.and im nt coping tt fact well right now.the $$ issue.the education issue.hai.show me a way.prolly blog abt tt with a clearer mind another day ><

den my darlingggsssss.im having a headache.i love my darling chanel.and it leaves me helpless nt being through a relatioship and breaking up and recovering frm it.coz now i have no more words of comfort or advice to give.coz i really have to idea how it feels to be left dangling or loving someone soooo much its hard to let go.im oso feeling so upset coz im helpless and useless.i want my darling to get better.i want my darling to be happppy!and not just show darling is but darling is truely happy.:(...GODDD sos

den i dont know if i shld go fetch laopa and ben
:(.coz i miss laopa and he is gg away on sat and sun.means i wont see him for 2 wks

den today is my last dayy at ward45.im still missing my patients and new found frens and the ppl working there.

hai
i shld slp

SOS

I WANT A NOKIA N97 MINI!
omt
this is like the first ever phone so far that i say i want sia
cause i really loveeeee my current samsung phone:DDDDDD
but this i likeee
so chio:D

anws today last day of work for me at the ward
sobssssxxxxzzsss max
im gg to miss working in that ward and with the people
so farrrr the best one i ever worked at
and my patientsssss
esp one uncle suppperrrr cuteeeee to the max
really sad that i have to leave man :(
gg to miss the people :(

and prcp attachment shld be out this wk le
OMT
so fastttt
7dec!!!!
but b4 that BKK! here i come
first time out of singapore with frens!
HAPPY:DDDDDDDDDD

Sunday, November 15, 2009 / 7:30 AM

the levite

the levite
the tribe of israelites
the ones that lead the people of God into the presence
singing psalms during temple services

translate to modern day context
the worshipleaders,bvs,choir,muso
we are the tribe of levite in the church
no differences
we serve the same God
we have the same purpose
but i think as a choir member
sometimes we have the mindset that we are just at the background
so we dont have to be as disciplined when on stage or be committed to choir pracs

but thats a wrong mindset
we are part of the tribe of levites
if one portion of the tribe fails
the whole tribe fails
than how izzit possible to bring the people into the presence of God?

gotta change tt mindset!
we gotta improve as a choir
vocally and discipline
we need to move tgt with the rest
so that we wont hinder the people from entering into the presence of God
and that we will cause the whole church atmosphere to be lifted up:D

need to remember this
i need to rmb this
the levites
thats what we are all called to be
:D

Friday, November 13, 2009 / 6:11 AM

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
' Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
' Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

sometimes i wished i was a boy
sometimes i just find being a woman is so troublesome
being a man is so much more fun
get to hang with the guys
get rough
pick up girls
save $$ on clothes/makeup
have to opportunity to chase girls
get fitter in army
dont need to bleed mthly
have a special box in the brain called the nthing box:D
guys are simple minded
hahahahahaahha

oh wells
but i still thk God im a girl
prolly coz i can be sexy and whine
and just keep thinking and thinking
and just be chased
if i will ever be chased or liked

dang
hahahahaha
<3

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 / 1:28 AM

down with flu makes u crappy and haywire sia
HATE FLU
flu flu go away. come agn another day :(

2andahalf wks of attachment le OMT
so fast
i seriously will miss the ward im working in
suuper loveee=D
pray hard i will prcp in this ward!!!!:DDDD
plssssssss

anws yst's post so emo
hahahahaha
and im gg out soon!
so nua now
but promised dinner and timbre tonite le!
plus tmr AFTNN shift!
means can slppppp

<3
i miss my little miss slp hahahaha

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 / 9:33 AM

Forget

Wanna slp and forget about u
Forget all e silly worthless temporal unapplicable feelings about u
And wake up to a brand new morning to face bravely for another day at work

Hoping the nxt time I see u
U are just another fwen
Not Holdin on to any hope
But just smile a cheeky smile
Knowing deep down I'm not liked by u

Maybe I shld try harder not to seek for ur attn
But to try harder to love u as a fwen
Maybe if I just disappear
U will realise my presence?

Just wanna slp
And forget about u
To start things afresh

<3
I feel poetic
Xoxo

Thursday, November 5, 2009 / 7:21 AM

have u ever felt an idiopathic feeling?
just dont understand sucha feeling would pop up?
and den u reconsider ur situation and find it not favourable
but this unknown feeling just lingers?
hahahahahaha
wat the crap rite?

tmr morning shift!
and another wk has pass!
OMT
2wks down!!!!!
and must be mentally prepared tmr
working w a vvv "special" sn
HAHAHAHA!:D

nitesssssssss
<3

Monday, November 2, 2009 / 7:03 PM

OMT
i woke up and i almost wanted to slap him
omt
oh God
hahahahahaha

make me patient.
sooooo patient that i will give up
:D

eh work
work again HAHAHA
and i so wanna go swensens with laopa but stupid workkkk
idiot
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ok today's aim to copy down my case study and write/pass report!:D

heart's heavy
:(
i hate it
both are kinda burdening me
one gd one bad
:(

working life is tough
hope im really prepared for it
and for prcp
><

anyways i found a picture of leeteuk frm super junior
super looks like AARONLEE my "baby"
:DDDD

Sunday, November 1, 2009 / 8:47 AM

"Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing."

yeah
i think i will start blogging again
many many things have happened in this few monthsssss
:D

xoxo~