blythe

Thursday, July 23, 2009 / 5:06 AM

AWEEESOMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEE:D
is like my favourite word right now!:DDDDDDD
haha
my turn to say my blog have been really dead this few wks
zzzzz
hahahaha!:D
anws i awesomely hearts potato and doll
awesome ppl awesome fwens awesome girls!:D

been really busy with choir and school
school is crazy!
apparently i have practical test tmr at 8am!!!
and theory test 5.30pm the same day too
awesome
and im still blogging away!ZZ
and FYP is dued in 2 WEEKSSSS TIME! and socio [thus far the worst presentation]
HAHAHAHAH:D

i need God's awesome strength seriously!
URGH!
and exams are in ONE MTH'S TIME!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
crazy
hahha
ok bye

alot to blog
coz a lot of feelings towards things
but maybe another time
ok loves?
:D
awesome

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 / 3:37 AM

Saturday, July 4, 2009 / 10:59 AM

i really thk God for this opportunity to be able
not just to serve but also to rise up to a level which i thought i could reach
i really reflected on how i was today
and i realised that
i need to be not afraid of people ard me
[which i am always haha timid]
to be able to be more organised
to be more detailed with little things
even as i sing to focus more on God rather than wat if the choir makes a mistake
[i totally regretted this portion of not focusing more on God ;[ ]

i know every opportunity given
is a experience worth holding on to
be it good or bad
its growing of capacity that is impt
whether u get scolded or not
or praised or not
but its all serving God and serving others :D

i can never get enuf of HS presence
its overwhelming

shld stop
bye

Thursday, July 2, 2009 / 9:35 PM

haha
sorry loves
sorry to doll
sorry to barney
sorry to lehbit
sorry laopa
let u all worry for me
i didnt want it to happen
;[
loves
thks
love all vvv much
:DDD

i cant believed this is the second time
i shed tears for a guy
who didnt deserve it AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
omg how can blythe be such a WEAKLING!
zzzzzzzzz
idiot blythe...

i didnt expect a single bit for all this to fall in this way
was just another dinner
but my heart was not at ease zz
yst i was praying that God will be my strength to go pass this "crush"
[i hate it totally zz its like a bondage]
anws i didnt expect myself to feel so much today
and put doll in an awkward position
countenance was negative negative
tear ducts seemed to be on at full blast
imagine crying twice in one dinner how bad was that?
[was being paranoid too luh!] i hated dinner~
zzz
anws i just couldnt stand it
the sight made me upset,disappointed,longing all at the same time
den just suddenly just felt alone.needa to get things out
so i sms a person.just had a feeling to sms the person w/o an expectancy for a reply
but hahaa i did get a reply...seeing the person call i just couldnt hold it back
i cried at suntec leh so paiseh! zzz and with the rest there
zzzzz
but i felt it was divine as thou it was all arranged by God
how can things be so qiao
1. i just had the feeling to go suntec
2.i just sms the person a sad face
3. the person said he was oso at suntec
4.the person appeared aft i came out of toilet
5. the person spoke as thou it was what God wanted to say to me
how divine is that man?!
haha

anws
im really glad im able to share this with someone i know i can trust
and someone who exp before
i mean when it comes to the matters of the heart
love seems to make a person v selfish and v blind
[i dont understand why] zzz
seems to suck u into ur own world
anws the advice the person gave was valuable
and gave me a slap to wake up from my lala land!

i may have cried for the guy i dont even really know and fully loved
i may have been the silliest person in the entire world
i may have been vulnerable
i may have been exposed
or the guy dont even give a single damn abt it [which i think so] haha
im glad that in this period when i needa God the most
he didnt forsake me
and it made me realised that God is divine
God is more real den wat we think
God is omnipresent
God works through people:D

now it time to move on
be wise
i know deep down its tougher to achieve
but God already shown himself
now it my turn to take the word and do sth abt it!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

just dont waste your time and tears
on someone like him
period.
i hope this offends no one
esp the guy [if u read or wat so ever]
u are good in ur ways
but God is in the move of moulding people and making us better rite!:D
and i know now it is really not the time
but YEAH!!!
lets be friends!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lalalalalalala~

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 / 9:01 AM

wipe away the tears and put on a smile
for sth greater is coming along!:D

reminder: to follow God's timetable.no use telling God to squeeze things that we want in between
we follow God's timetable not God following ours:D

had enough of my childish ways
i made my mistake
i made a joke
now its time to move on
move away:D

and not by my strength but by God's strength daily:DD