blythe

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / 9:21 AM

i know i can be sucha bitch a times
im also human
i show im upset
or merely pissed off
black face
low counternance
blah blah
but i apologise
i feel vvvvv bad if i black face anyone
;[
i know i shldnt
but i cant help it
but im trying to help myself
not allowing my emotions to control how i feel or think
or let my mind anyhow wonder
and make myself miserable

i dont wanna lose friends become of my emotions!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but i know there are areas of my life i shld be focusing on rather den all the crap shit thoughts in my mind that makes me upset or doubt myself or God
so yup

I CAN DO IT

God bless me with a good man
a better man
in time to come
hahahaha
:DDDDDDDDD