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blythetansuee
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chc.n337.choir
<3 super junior and rollingstones!

HAHA
sorry my fwens
;[
my loves
for upsetting everyone
making everyone wonder what happen?
;[
sorry doll
sorry barney
sorry lehbit
sorry potato
sorry laopa
;[
i didnt want you all to see, to know
but
hahaha
hope we will still be frens forever:D
lovess

being vulnerable
now i understand how it feels
so scary
no wonder~
zzzzz


had a suupppeerrrr busy week sia!!:D
SOS
mini emerge
GDOP!
sing sing sing~
literally HAHAHAH
but i really enjoyed myself alot while serving!
the best week !:DDDDD
FB for pictures:D!
woots

and FB yucks man!
hahahaha
been having so much trouble uploading photos ><
boos~

but im happy cause im gg to watch
MONSTER VS ALIENS
TODAY
with candice thomas and alvin
woots~

i love peach blossom flowers
beauty and love
:DD

when is the right time?
who will love?
why do we wonder?

blossoming like a peach blossom flower~
HAHAA
:D

will caning a child nowadays really work?
why are there so may dissatisfied families?
why are families breaking down and couples divorcing?
why are there so many broken and rebellious teens?

is society and families so bad?

how about marital relationships
and parenting

what is a home?
what is love?

who listens?
who cares?
i have a sudden craving for two things:
1. to go mount faber before sunset to take photos [so beautiful]
2. ikea's sweddish meatball with the yummylicious sauce

hahah
prolly because its morning and im cranky
and im bored blogging away
and i have to do project later on
with a viva + report to do which is due nxt tues
apologise to all my school frens
hahaha
im seriously sucha a cranky morning person
i just hate gg to school in the morning
i feel half asleep
;[
just dont like to talk
coz i know i can get easily provoked
hahahaha
cranky
is the word
:D
pardon me~
will wake up faster
:D
1 Corinthians 13:11

11 When I was a child, I spoke as a
child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I
put away childish things

as i was just praying
i suddenly though of this verse

guess sometimes i can be quite childish
in showing my anger
wanting things my way
friendships
but i must learn to put all this away
coz im getting older
and im gg to graduate from nursing and into the workforce
i need to be more rational, more bold, more mature, wiser
so that i dont always stay as a child in thought, understanding and speech

also my heart is fragile like glass
i may look strong on the outside
but inside im fragile
i seek
i want
i demand
but not always i get
and i get jealous easily
hahha
which is bbbbaaaaaddddd
HAHAHA
but even as i go on
pray that God continues to be my anchor
holding me down firm on His solid rock
so that my heart will stop wavering and pondering
on things so trival
but to go after things that are BIG, dreams that i have
:D

yupp!

ran with fafa
went gymming with joey, js
and joked with mariam
HAHAHAHA:D
suupppeerr enjoy today man!:D
picture summary of the day
:D
and had girly talk with joey and js hahah
over lunch
suppeerr enjoy:D
talk about relationship stuff
hahaha:D
*ponders ponders*

den went shopping with CANDICE! love and rubez! LOVE
hahaha
i spppeeennnnntttt waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooooo much
HAHAH
100 plus?
BROKE!
HAHAHA
must survive the rest of mth cans
OMG
blessings blessings
i pray
:D
hahahaahah

drink down home made liang cha
read a good book
put on FACESHOP vitaB mask sht
and off to slp
:D

i enjoyed choir prac loads!:D
and shop with candice TMR:D
im so puzzled by how ironic humans can be
and the word RELATIONSHIPS

its a funny to want sth and not want sth
to want to get attached and not wanting to get attached at the same time
izzit fear that makes people ironical?

but yet ppl enjoys the process of falling in love
and being on cloud nine
the fluttery feeling inside
and reason for smiling to them self?
no?
hahahaha

u form relationship
getting to know one another as frens first
may days wks mths yrs pass
and den u discover a new feeling arising
some tingles in ur heart when u see the person
or u just wanna say their name

but den at the same time
u feel afraid
u say u dont want to get attached yet
and ppl ard u ask
how is this person...any progress?
hahahahah

isnt it ironical to say oh theres nothing la
just frens just frens
with a special feeling inside of u?
hahaahah

why God?
are we made to feel this way?
and how do we know we are loved back too?
HAHAHAHAHAH
:DDDDDDDDD


imagine a world without feelings and emotions
:D
i must say how much i love pst mike's svcs
really see the power of God in a very very close manner
that we yearn for in our quiet time man!
and he showed that it was not difficult
just gotta to be more dilligent to seek God and believe God is with me and in me
and BAM!
there the presence of God will manifest

i never cried so hard
i never laughed so hard
is difficult to feel such emotions in the natural
and for long period
but such release and joy from God goes to a whole new level

i sat there laughing so hard today that i could feel my abs le
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i yearn for more man
:D


anws went for movies with candice love and alvin chan!
HAHAHA:D
love NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 man!
suuuppeer funny
i love the cupids, the jumping balloon dogs, the thinker
just everyone in the movie
4.5/5
if u want a good laughy show:D

i wanna watch monster vs alien !!!

today is such a GOOOOD day
hahahaha:D
first had fellowship with idy and sop helpers at macau express
really enjoyed myself fellowship with everyone
and getting to know one another better!:D

and today svc
MAN!
if u missed it
u really miss big time
once a year
from glory to glory, strength to strength man!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i really love the presence
the substance
the faith
the weight
the atmosphere
the tears
the joy
all in one svc
WOW MAN!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDD

joey and suee
we are tooo cuteee! for school!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahahaha
i love my sad face
so cute
hahahaha

so much in life to find
wat are u searching for?
:D
music.love.joy.beauty
things that make life more colourful
:D

today aft sch went out with candice LOVE!:D
hahaha
shop shop
but sadly can only window shop :[[[[[
bo $$$$
hahaha
but i enjoy my fellowship with u love!:D
thou my legs hurt alot from walking
due to previous day's exercise
HAHAHA
sorry
nxt tues date again!
:D

tmr start 11
so rare
hahaha

credits frm: www.ilovevsbags.blogspot.com

i saw this 2 bags i really love
the first pink tote is wat i wanted for a long time
and the black handbag damn sexy and chio !
:DDDDDDDDDDD
but $$$$
dad wont allow me to spend money on these sio
*sobs*
blessing?
hahahaha





today went gyming with joey and chanel <3
hahahaha
wasss supppeer fun!
:DDDDDDDDD
i like to gym now
haha
not cause alot of guys
but! coz i had good company!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
lose weight tone up and be healthy :D

dont think too much susu



i know i can be sucha bitch a times
im also human
i show im upset
or merely pissed off
black face
low counternance
blah blah
but i apologise
i feel vvvvv bad if i black face anyone
;[
i know i shldnt
but i cant help it
but im trying to help myself
not allowing my emotions to control how i feel or think
or let my mind anyhow wonder
and make myself miserable

i dont wanna lose friends become of my emotions!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but i know there are areas of my life i shld be focusing on rather den all the crap shit thoughts in my mind that makes me upset or doubt myself or God
so yup

I CAN DO IT

God bless me with a good man
a better man
in time to come
hahahaha
:DDDDDDDDD
i was super emo in the aftnn luh
omgggg
hahah
but me being me i cant emo for too long hahahaha
happy go luckiness overpowers toooooo much
HAHAHAHA
and so b4 long i became normally again
sorry love for showing my attitude to u too
! sorry
xoxo:D

usual monday
VE prac
I SIMPLY LOVE VE SIO!
hahahaha
all the people
HAHAHAHA
RAWKS!

tmr theres mtg
choir
and research to be done
YIKES
so tired
GOOODDD
u are my strength sio
wed i better run and gym sia
!!!
:DDDD


ALL THE BEST JS! FOR UR ASSESSMENT TMR
U WILL PASS
I CONFIRM FOR U LE!
AND I LOVE U CHANEL
:D
U ROCK!
hahaha
hahah
mummy say i got smelly feet
><
and she dreamt i told her i had sex le
-.-
how nice
HAHAHAHA
:D

im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but im fastttiinngg
after a very long period of not fasting
HAHAHAHAHA
:D
im sucha coward

now who do i tell?
i always tell people not to keep to them selves
sharing out will half the burden
but i like to keep to myself too
im just too afraid to offend
too timid to say how i feel
or my burdens or sadness
i like to beat ard the bush
and not say anything regarding the emotions
just facial expressions
i just like to say im feeling sad or angry or anything
but not the reason behind it

but who do i tell?
can i tell?
wat are the consequences?
will it be kept safe?
is there a friend to trust?


im just a happy go lucky girl
:DDDD
i hate projects!
but i definately LOVE my group HAHAHA
everyone is so tired
im so worried for tmr's ppt
the time limit
URGH
hate
hahahahahaha
:DDD
hope to do well man
our first every presentation for this yr for our grp
:DDDDD
<333

now i have to resist eating my supper
my lovely CORNFLAKES! w strawberry
yummmmmyyy~
hahahaha
*RESIST!*

:D

people are always searching
searching for purity or serenity
searching for something more to life
searching for life itself
searching for love and acceptance
searching for a purpose
searching for a direction
searching for a sign
searching for loved ones
searching for a partner, a friend
searching for the spiritual realm

when one finds wat one was finding for
isnt it like the picture above
of serenity
of beauty
of joy

wat are u searching for?

im searching for a true friend
a sole friend
one who sticks with u
who encourages u
who look for u first in bad and good times

one day i hope to be at the place in the picture
i hope to find more joy
more laughter
more smiles
more realness
more shared burden
more love

someone a bit more tangible
of course GOD is always number one:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyways theres always a FIRST time ride
had my first opportunity to ride on a motorbike!
YIKESS
seriously i still dont really prefer tat mode of transport
hahahahaha
four wheels and sealed up would be much preferred
but anws thks loads! fren for the freeeeee ride home!

see singapore in a different view
HAHAHA
in a noisier.faster.windy view
hahaha
but i dont like motorbike cause it means i cant talk or listen to music
HAHAHAHA
only noisy
hehehe

:D
thks fren!

baby mason love
ommmgggg so cuttteee!
watch baby and me
!
its sucha niceee movie!!!!:DDDD
baby love!:D



haha
blog super dead
coz i have been dammnn busy and tired!
from sch!
hahaha
its S-C-A-R-Y
hahaha the workload ><
anyways yst company fammy for training
at the stadium
which happen to have HOOOOTTTTTT guys running haha
and its DDAAAAMMNN to the core HOT haha
hot bod hot face
haha
and one from DB
half burmise half korean
KOREAN!!!!!
damn cute
with his small eyes
haha
okok enough!
shallnt share abt him le HAHAHAHAHAHA

anws i have assessment tmr
at 8AM
LIKE WOW!
wth
im tired
hope brain will be awake tmr man!
DANG!
><
stupid eye dressing thingy
hhaha
do something about it
yup!
:D
hahahaahahhahahahaah
the SECRET YAKULT SOCIETY
presenting members:
greenapple-rabia erlina
original-fam honey
grape-me!

:D


lots to say
but lots of fear
heart's heavy
but mouth is shut

seems to be fear
hatred
bitterness
jealousy
disappointment
all mixed into one

izzit alrite to feel like this once in awhile?
I LOVE NR0722!
EVERYONE RAWKS!
had a mini class photoshoot
camera kindly sponsered by me!
HAHAHA
more photos from shoot pls refer to my FACEBOOK!
enjoyed myself so much!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



been quite awhile since i really updated my blog
been busy with school and choir
everytime i wanna blog i lose the mood to do so
haha

like now
no mood le
bye

i have 2 ppts to do
dang!
haha

My soul sings
To my Saviour King of Kings
I need You
You are everything to me
I love You
So much more than anything
I'll live for You
Jesus You are everything
You're all that I want
You're all that I need
You're all that I want
You're all that I live for in this world

Jesus
You are all I need
JesusYou are everything

im dying
im finding
seems like im gg back
so scary
holding on to God promises seems so tough
i keeping all
yet again
my feelings and tears
i find no one
seems like im alone again
is it coz i didnt try hard enuf? or i tried too hard?
its so sad and dissapointing for me to feel this way
i dont want it
i will get pass it man
pull myself across this with God

all i want is you
coz im so tired

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