blythe

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 / 10:29 AM

lets count :D
mmm
actually i think its countless
countless times when i lost my security in myself, in God
i mean we all have things we are insecured about right?
just wish they would go dont u?
haha

lets see
mmm
wats ur insecurities?
i guess its impt to firstly know where u are weak at right
before you can solve something
for me its appearance
growing up on the heavy side, with loads of pimples
i just didnt like how i look or my body
but now as i grow up, i learn to appreciate what i have
and the flaws that i can change i change as much i can
i put effort into it
but sometimes when u see ppl doing better den u
u get jealous right...like why am i so slow, why cant i be as pretty or as slim?
;[
thats me
thats my insecurity

lets brainstorm
den now with the problem
we must so lets find ways to change it
of course i pray about it, for confidence
den i give my effort to eat properly, exercise, doll up, makeup, take care of face
love myself:D
tough but once you start to see improve
theres this motivation that drives u to continue
doesnt it?
:D

lets secure it:D
once the improvement comes
DONT SLACK DONT GIVE UP
little result doesnt means the end!
its just the beginning right! :D
and though its tempting and disappointing at times
when ppl do better den you..inferiority sets in
but rmb we are all made differently
and God is fair! :D
and God is still in the midst of making us!
so dont get too impatient
continue to give your effort coz its gg to pay off!!
:D

and impt lastly
LOVE YOURSELF
if u cant love urself
dont expect to love others and be loved by others

rmb LOVE YOURSELF
:D

anws
im sooooo into korean songs now
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my mp3 button spoil
so it perpetually stuck at SHUFFLE mode
WHICH I HATE!
coz my mp3 is screenless
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so i decided to use my apple
which was chucked aside for abt half a yr le
haha
coz i didnt know how to use
BUT! TADA! i know how to use le
and make sure the songs remains in the mp3 everytime i sync it with itunes!
HAHAA
i was a little blur all along

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kim hyun joong, kim hyung jun, kim kyu jong, kim jong hyun
haha
I LOVE
THEM!!
see some
similarities?
HAHA
all korean boyband singers and have kim/hyun/jong in their
names