Thursday, March 26, 2009 / 6:44 AM
has been awhile since i updatedhave been tired haha attachement at ward 63Ci really love the ward and the cubicle i work in because i love the environment i work inthe nurses there are super nice and v willing to teach!:Di pray i prcp there sia!:Di dont mind working there toohaha!:Danws i really cant believe its gg to be the end of 2nd wk soooo fast!when i work i really work loand time flies like no one's business! hahaand i have such BIGGGGGGGG itch to go clubbing haha!!!!!aft attachment man!:Dand do my hair HOHOHO!and go buy books to read mani have no more bks to read so im re reading my old books!hahai love cecelia ahern's IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOWand extract about heartbreak that i love so much:"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. Whena window shatters, a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole wide world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you wish you had some noise to distract you from the pain. If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one hears it but you. It screams so loud you ear rings and your head aches. It thrases around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that's the thing about love- no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it is silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one hears it."[from the land of Ekam Eveileb-make believe in the opp direction] :Di pray one day i will be able to find himone day i will be able to see him