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blythetansuee
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chc.n337.choir
<3 super junior and rollingstones!

is so frustrating
when u do something for your patients
but because they dont understand
or are too rigid in their mindset
or uncommunicative

nurses either get verbal or physically abused
but yet theres nothing we can do about it

in this attachment i got scolded with vuglar words, really vulgar
i got pinched and kicked in the stomach
i got scratched and beaten
because my patients couldnt understand
even after i explained countless times

but yet u still care for them because they are ill
and unable to do the basic activities
death is the end of life on earth
but the beginning of life in paradise
comes and go just like another life formed

Death is a Dialogue between
The Spirit and the Dust.
"Dissolve" says
Death—
The Spirit "Sir I have another Trust"—
Death doubts it—Argues
from the Ground—
The Spirit turns away
Just laying off for evidence
An Overcoat of Clay.

haha
i have too many
clothes
bags
shoes
makeup
that i need a bigger space to put them all
LOL

and i just ordered another bag
mummy confirm kill me!
haha
i seriously think there is something wrong with me! ><
stress seems to get me only for wat 24hrs?
i tot stress is suppose to motivate a person to go achieve what they want
but me !
aft 24hr i get back to the same old lazy me
><

dang.
sucks man

i really wanna sing
and my stupid breathing control sucks like hell
but im nt practising it man

dang.
someone shoot me in the head


freak
i still haven write my reflective

byeeeee
><
have you ever felt a presence that was so overwhelming
almost like of a person of power and might
yet at the same time full of love and peace
that just keeps you awestruck and speechless
that activates your tear ducts
and makes you feel like someone is giving you a hug
so big that its almost hugging your whole life forever
and it brings so much peace and comfort
that u never want to let go of the presence
presence that is like the deep blue ocean
that engulfs you and carries you
that is like the sun that gives out warmth

u dreamt of me even i was even
formed
and saw the person i would
be
and let me won my very first race in the very
beinning of life.

i love children
because they are simply so pure
so contented at little things
so simple
so emotive

hearing their laughter and cries
makes me smile
:D

today was the most impacting day man
pm and svc
double portion
wow
i was blown away

"let the weak say I
AM STRONG"

and now im gg to read the most difficult book i ever read
lol
that was in late pri sch when i read it
lol
far from the madding crowd
so lit. sia haha
i need books!!
pls recommand to me!
:D

random note:
i found two names i really love
and nt alot ppl have haha
althea and estee
nice har ? :D
OILY FACE
and a volcano popping out at my forehead!
haha
lol
but i still love me :DDDD

cant believe another wk passed!!
one more left
YEAAHHH
and booo
i really love the ward haha
but cant wait to change my hair and go clubbing!!!
yes! hah
:D




before i go off for attachment
i want to say


i really <33>
period

byeeeeeee
:D
happy day

has been awhile since i updated
have been tired haha
attachement at ward 63C
i really love the ward and the cubicle i work in because i love the environment i work in
the nurses there are super nice and v willing to teach!
:D
i pray i prcp there sia!
:D
i dont mind working there too
haha!
:D

anws i really cant believe its gg to be the end of 2nd wk
soooo fast!
when i work i really work lo
and time flies like no one's business! haha
and i have such BIGGGGGGGG itch to go clubbing haha
!!!!!
aft attachment man!:D
and do my hair HOHOHO!
and go buy books to read man
i have no more bks to read so im re reading my old books!
haha
i love cecelia ahern's IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW
and extract about heartbreak that i love so much:

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. Whena window shatters, a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole wide world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you wish you had some noise to distract you from the pain. If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one hears it but you. It screams so loud you ear rings and your head aches. It thrases around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that's the thing about love- no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it is silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one hears it."

[from the land of Ekam Eveileb-make believe in the opp direction] :D


i pray one day i will be able to find him
one day i will be able to see him
UPDATES TMR!
tmr am shift again
tiredddd!

happiness is like catching jingle joes
:D and loving KHJ!
nights!
KHJ ICONS!
so kawaii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<333333333333333333333333333
how i wish i can see him in person
better he is really nice
haha



if minho kept his straight hair rather den his curly hair
in BBF
i would have liked him
see he is quite cute!


but KIM HYUN JOONG
NUMBER ONE
period.
ha

anws had family dinner at GRAND SHANGHAI
yummy
load photos tmr?tues?
see how


byeee
MY LOVE
KHJ!<33333333



ME <3

OMG
KIM HYUN JOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS DAMN SHUAI! haha
KHJ KHJ KHJ! <3333333333333333333

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着

你知道真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

this song is super nice
你不是真正的快乐 by mayday

能不能 重新开始活着?

사랑해요. kim hyun joong
:D
haha

am tiredddd!!
cant believe one wk of attachment is gg to end
like tmr!
and two wks to go!
anws got caught twice with regards to my hair
*sobs*
but anws really thk God i got to work with people who are really nice
those that are nice enough to guide
thou yr 2 sem 2
i still a bit shua gu
must get use to the routine
this ward im in 63C omg really man
i literally sweat sia
coz itssss sooo hot haha! and vv cramped up
haha
hope tmr can do insulin injection sia
haha
:D

got a new camera
seriously i tot IT fair would be cheaper
but outside sell eg:
canon powershot SX 10 [the one i wanted]-680, in the fair 769
lumix-699, in the fair-746

and note got free gifts given
haha
retarded fair still queue like no one's business sia! haha
SARANHEYO KIM HYUN JOONG!.
<3
:D

-hyunee-

this is how KHJ's son will look like
as predicted by the show WE GOT MARRIED
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
so kawaiiiii
TOTALLY ! haha

SARANGHEYO 김현중
<3333333



freaking results
yesterday stayed up a little later to check
but the webbie just didnt load the results
stupid haha

anws its out!
quite pleased with results luh
:D

adult nursing-B
mental health-A
nursing skills-C [quite disappointed but wat to do haha]
bio-A
pharm-B+
abn psy and beh. mod-C [expected.at least i pass!]
clinical attachment-A [super unexpected]
leadership studies-A

GPA=3.3
yea
in director's list
as promised!

:D
i know i was sucha a baby today
sucha spoilt brat today haha
i want means i want it now
but thank God i realised and stopped!

so i went to gwyn and gloria's cell
really really got a breakthrough
a outpouring that was soooo strong
like i never felt it for the longest time
thk God for it!
:D
den it rained soooooooooooo HEAVILY
and i really mean HEAVY HEAVY RAIN
cats and dogs haha
took taxi with enjie,john and jia jia to amk
omg faints
hair super chui! haha
den off to IT fair with jia jia haha

omg must really thk daddy for being so willing to get me a better camera haha!
walked ard
i meant squeezed ard,! it was SOOOOOOOO packed
frm city link to suntec IT WAS PACKED!
haha
came across CANON PowerShot SX10 IS
10 megapix, 20X optical zoom and an extended LCD that can turn which means
camwhore!!!!!! haha
at 769 bucks! haha
daddy so nice
but i threw temper at him
coz he really really couldnt get any parking lot
but i really wanted it now like today
haha
anws he say will get it from somewhere else for me!
yea
papa is alwayssss so nice to me!
:D

THE CAMERA! :D


before i start my craziness about KHJ
shall go down to some serious blogging haha

alot of things having been going on this few wks
just that i dont really know how to put down in words
mostly good things haha
dont rmb anything bad ! haha

just that i realise alot more about SHIPS
no literally ships but relationships.friendship.kinship
how much it takes into maintaining one
be it relationship, frenship or kinship
everyone takes effort
everyone takes time
everyone takes love

when things get sour
what will u do?
would letting go be the easy way out?
would nt bothering about be good?

and recently God keeps reminding me of one of the 10 commandments
and also about limitation
sometimes tuning in to the right channel is essential
otherwise will get easily lost!

haha
ok
now
I LOVE KIM HYUN JOONG
and his lips haha


oh man!
and his skin is !
flawless!
wth haha

{ BIG BIG WARNING BEFORE U CONTINUE READING THE POST }
post contains loads, i mean LOADS of pictures of KIM HYUN JOONG!
just beware :D

anyways have been watchin boys over flowers
and inside the show got F4 right [flower boys]
anws i have my own version of them! LOL :D
in clockwise starting top L: KIM HYUN JOONG [pretty boy], DANIEL HENNEY [the manly guy], JOO JI HOON AND JUNG YUNHO [the twins haha but yunho looks better! coz recently saw a guy who really looks like him!!!!! *faints*]



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