Saturday, January 31, 2009 / 12:00 PM
oh man i wonder why is valentine's day so commercialisedwhy cant it be any daywhy the special 14feb?love shldnt be just stuck to one special dayeveryday shld be a special dayand not just couples couplesfriends, familyalso considered as a relationshipso dont just take 14feb to be specialand frantically find someone to fall in loveso that 14feb u wont be deemed as single and lonelymost likely gg out with frenssingle frensto celebrate singlehood and how we love each other hahasounds pathetic but its not dont worry hahaits just 14feb aka VALENTINE'S DAYhahawhy when a guy and girl is seemed closedeemed as a couple?hahai guess this kind of assumptions comes v naturallyprolly due to the non verbal cuesof each party ?yeaaaahahajust nt ready yetnt yetone must realise that a heart can be really fragilethat one can be vulnerablethere are things that one will get upset or disappointed aboutthings where one just want to avoidor wonder why is this happening to me?how did i survive?how did i tolerate?sometimes i wish i had a time machineand undo the pastim sure certain boundaries i would chose not to cross againbut now that it all happenedwhat should i do now?how am i suppose to continue from here?sometimes i just dont knowi just dont feel like facing this frenship issueprolly coz of past expof knowing that no matter how hard i trythings just nv seem to change for the betterhow sad is that man?you make life toughi have no idea how many countless time i feel so upset with ur presence ardthat i just want to avoid itand countless time this frenship has went in circlesthat just nv seem to stopim v tired of itbecause i dont know what to do and what im doing lei just cant accept how much the efforts has went down the drainthe feeling sucksjust understand and dont be so bluris simply nt just about uthats why i found a new friendhahaand love my old friends even moreprolly thats the positive thing from this friendship u have given me^^thkswhen the old doesnt go, the new cant come!~
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