blythe

Friday, January 2, 2009 / 9:44 AM

My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
~psa 73:26

no matter how tough
no matter how dark ahead
thou i may fail
but God's my strength to go on in 2009

2008 was a scary year for me
in terms of getting out of "confusion"
getting out of the feeling of wanting to get attached
jealous blah blah
just occured to me that in 2008
how i have wasted my time away
thinking of things that werent in my control
of feelings that overwhelm
of listening to other people till i dont whether izzit true

but 2009 wont be like tat anymore
coz i simply chose not to lead that 2008 lifestyle
yes im still lazy
i broke my diet today by eating western food ><
i still haven lost loads of wt
my studies are still like crap shit
but its only the beginning
crap beginning
super ending haha!
[try nt to make it so crappy!]

now wat i worry most is my vocal class
i reaaallllyyy wanna cont
but i got no kachings!
tat bad ;[
*sobs*
if theres a will, theres a way!!
YESSSS
haha
better contact bel!
maybe shld start nxt nxt sunday
*nods*

FIGHTING!