Friday, January 16, 2009 / 8:58 AM
im still tiredhahawant to do so many thingsbut mentally v tired nowSADDEDanws first wk of MH attachment over lei seriously enjoy this attachment the most ahahmore meaningful u know haha!but if working there long term i dont think i canhahahahaanws nowadays the whether is sooooooooooo FREAKING COLD!the wind AIYO i at MH super cold lo!hahathou i have a lot of fat layer to insulatei still vvvv scare to the cold!hahahaianws MH attachmentthou alot we cant do..but simply things like meeting their needs, giving them attention, giving them love..thats wat they need the most^^thou im quite afraid of ppl with OCDcoz aft my exp. lais quite scarybut i shallnt let it affect my care towards my patient!hahaya so i think i cant bear to leave them lehso cuteeand so lovable haha^^anws trying to sort things out with myselfi seriously have1. pride issues...must learn to be more humble ><2. fren issue...seems like nth on the surface...but beneath i just cant understand the whole frenship situation...i feel so URGH! but i cant seem to talk it outURGH!tiredzzzzz
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