Thursday, December 10, 2009 / 7:39 AM
im currently obessessed with BLYTHE DOLLS!
shall post picssss another time but
awwwwwww they are just soooo gorgeous!
but too ex for me to collect lol
anws first day in ward
got little scolding><
urgh cant click with think 2ppl
URGGHH
hate it
feeling so inferior la
i so scared i wont do well :(
sobs
GGGGOODDDD
only u know how i feel
just feel like crying.....i wanna do well!
i wanna be a good nurse
time to work hard and dont be so blur luh
tired blythe:(
im waiting for u
but u seemed to disappear today:(
sobs
meow~but its time to let u go cause shes back:(lol
Monday, December 7, 2009 / 7:48 AM
Before I get into unwanted trouble I think I should begin to back away
I treasure this ship. Don't wanna spoil it:(
My fault to see u in my eyes:(
Haha
First day prcp
OMT super slackkkkk><
lectures aft lectures
And for the next two days !!
@!?&@$
Hahaha
I can't sleep
Waiting for u
Not
XP
Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:20 AM
it just never happen to meizzit coz i didnt pray hard abt itor im avoiding it with excusesor im just nt good enuf?hai~today is such a heavy dayfrm the start to the endi rmb 5dec09burden burdenDear love,i wish i can take away all ur pain and hurts.i wish i can cry for u instead.i wish i could be there to hug,cry with u,assure u that everything will be alright.but i couldnt.i could only hear ur pain and cries and it broke my heart that i could do anything.i wanted to tell to someone about it to share but i found no one.i almost shed a tear too.i couldnt smile.i couldnt feel happiness in the house of God.i felt i was doing things for the sake of it.a show.people kept asking if im ok.why i look so moody.i wish i could tell them but i couldnt at that point.during p&w i couldnt conc coz i kept thinking of you.wonder how u are right now.asking God what i can do nad just kept praying for u...bcuz now i seriously dont know what else to say to u or how else to console u.except to just keep u in prayers and make sure my phone is full batt so anytime u can call me up...so worried that i never ur voice up till now..i pray for God's extra divine protection and comfort and love and tolerance to be upon u.that in this valley u will emerge so strong my love.wanna hear ur happiness ur joy ur laughter ur cute cute voice.i oso wonder when will this be over.in my heart just assured that u will emerge.u will get outlovebeef<3
Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 11:42 PM
i dont understand this feelingdo u?such a weird feelingthat bothers mei fearprolly loving someone else is easier?:Di should stop saying i miss aaron hahahaseriouslyotherwise no one will take me seriouslythink no one isso i should start taking myself seriouslyplus im starting work3mths in orthopedics wardi dont know how im gg to survive but somehow i willnot by my strength!seems so impossible to me but im gg to overcome it!:Djust give my best:DDDDDDD<3
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 / 9:56 AM
i have no idea why i miss aaron quan and laopa soooo muchguess i really loveee them loadsfeel vvv comfortable with themreally like brosss:DD<3so tiredbut i miss them already thou i saw them few hrs ago hahahahaha<3
Sunday, November 22, 2009 / 7:33 AM
JAMS church
JAMS churchfirst time preforming and bv-ing!:Dsuuuuupppeerrr exciting man i tell u!the atmosphere is differentthe congregation is differenteven as i stood on the stage with althea loveas we sang our taylor swift songseeing how the kids enjoyed and singing along really just light up my heartand put a smile on my faceu just enjoy doing what u are doingand the kids just stir u up to give even more of what u are originally called to doso amazing u knowi wonder why main church congregation aint this way?even the kids in JAMS can praise and worship God so wholeheartedly and ferventlywhy cant we.sets me thinking abt us.being to conscious of ourselves?cant wait to serve more and to sing more and serve more and love more:Dhahahahahahaanws gg to be gone for FIVE days to BKK! w chanel joey js and doll:DDDDDDDDdont flood my FB!<3
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 8:26 AM
hahahasome people just dont have to do anythingthey will just somehow make my dayor make me feel like headacheeg: baby aaronor maybe im just bias but i dont careanws i ought to slpbut to many things gg through my mind[as usual..im a female URGH]thinking of the fact im on am shift and i have to travel to geylang polyclinic to workand so far everyone says HSE attachment is super boring.omt.kill me now.then im so !#$!#$*&&#@ regarding the discussion.just wanna settle and put aside.aiyohhahahaden mummy just made me so scaredddd when i start working..entering into adulthood.im really really vvv afraid..suddenly i just know i cant be who i am right now.and im nt coping tt fact well right now.the $$ issue.the education issue.hai.show me a way.prolly blog abt tt with a clearer mind another day ><den my darlingggsssss.im having a headache.i love my darling chanel.and it leaves me helpless nt being through a relatioship and breaking up and recovering frm it.coz now i have no more words of comfort or advice to give.coz i really have to idea how it feels to be left dangling or loving someone soooo much its hard to let go.im oso feeling so upset coz im helpless and useless.i want my darling to get better.i want my darling to be happppy!and not just show darling is but darling is truely happy.:(...GODDD sosden i dont know if i shld go fetch laopa and ben:(.coz i miss laopa and he is gg away on sat and sun.means i wont see him for 2 wksden today is my last dayy at ward45.im still missing my patients and new found frens and the ppl working there.haii shld slpSOS